Friday, July 2, 2010
New Bloggie!
Friday, May 21, 2010
I Made A Skirt!!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Snow
Today I saw the white flecks
of time falling through the air.
Today I saw the snow flakes
their delicate designs melting.
I picture you from time to time
clasping your copy of To Kill a Mocking Bird
and running your hand along the
white and smooth surface of death.
You are in that room for eternity,
you, waiting and knowing
going inward and inward.
It is soft.
The way it comes to you.
It’s like a sleep, but it’s not.
It is always coming to you
and washing over you.
It’s like a sleep after an
exhausting day.
Here is my mantra. The thing
you made me understand.
We all have to die, just
some of us, sooner than others.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Dream 2
The door is made of glass.
Outside is a killer
a statue/ a man
with a woman’s wings.
Fear is knocking me down
And reminding me
about me/ about life
about breathing in.
The thought that glass
is so fragile is a
clenched hand/ a bird
a crawling spider on my neck.
I see him eyeing the smooth
glass, grinding his teeth,
his hand stroking/ bursting through
placed gently, palm out on the door.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
The Seam
Father, you are too close to the dead.
For you, the seam between this world
and the next is so thin you could
easily slip your hand between the threads
and understand eternity.
You surround yourself with people
who hold hands with death every day
and when he pulls them over you say
another gone to that country I know
and its siren quiet and calm.
Your gray blue eyes are always looking
at you from behind their faces
so you extend your hand to them and say,
welcome to the club sir. I see you are drowning
and want to catch a little breath.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Gift
You buy me a
sewing machine
for Christmas.
You think I
can learn by
myself using
a book.
I feel as if you
have handed me
a violin
and asked me
to learn to play
a concerto
without a teacher.
Friday, January 8, 2010
Still
So, there is still a part of me
you can touch
without being here
or even thinking of me.
I want everything to be
completely magical
without you.
That’s the only way I can
stand it, the weight
of all the years
we spent together.
So, I found someone
almost magical enough.
but you see.
There are still stains
on the carpet, and
nights spent
watching TV on the couch.
And that’s where you get me.
Still, still a year and a half
later the fleshy parts of me
are bruised.
And when I hear of you
I feel again the dull pain,
just a slip of the invisible hand.
The fingers plying at the places
you once touched
so often.